Every day I wake up way too early. 4:45 AM. I follow up the early wake up call with an intense hour long work out that leaves me aching all day long. Everyday I get a little bit closer to my health and fitness goals. Lately, I follow up that intense morning routine with some binge eating and a poor attitude so don’t expect to see me in a bikini anytime soon. Or ever.
Also nearly everyday I think, “I should really get back into blogging.” Earlier this week I was reading over some old blog posts and I really enjoyed them. I hate that I am no longer building onto that body of my life’s work, the history of my family.
I don’t know if it is getting up before the sun, the kids tee ball and Cory’s golf in the evening or pure laziness on my part, but I just don’t have it in me today. As I tell Leila every day when the first of the bad attitude begins and the consequences are looming, every moment is a new one, and we can turn it around. I will work on turning this around, but for now, I am wondering if 6:45 is too early to send the girls to bed?