I am unhappy.  Constantly looking for ways to fix me.  I am stressed by expectations. I spend time looking for ways to ease the burden I have saddled myself with.  Will that supplement help me sleep better? Will that pill make me forget that I am not satisfied with my career?  Will spending my extra income on new clothes or make up make it feel ok to be me? If I float in a pod of saltwater for 60 minutes, will getting out of bed tomorrow not feel terrible? 

Now I have more clothes cluttering my closet, products cluttering my bathroom storage and a deficit in my bank account made out of supplements, drink mixes and skin care products.   And I am unhappy.